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Alex & Kahai’s Wedding

This wedding was no ordinary wedding nor was it one to be forgotten. This wedding was unforgettable for so many reasons and though the power was down, we powered through as a group and came out of it with memories for a lifetime.

Saturday, August 15

It began with some light turbulence in the last hour of my flight, but we all landed safely, at different times, and trickled our way to the car rental area. We were given choices of which vehicle to select and ultimately, a stunning white 4Runner was what we chose to ride off with in Oahu. Our first stop was to Costco. Lo and behold, we nearly crashed carts with the almost-married couple, intentionally, as the groom found us in the alcohol aisle. Serendipitous and silly, I screamed as our gathering occurred earlier than expected, but it was still sweet like the marshmallow crispy cookies from Costco’s baked goods section. We obtained other vacation nourishments such as instant noodles, tequila, water, and fresh fruit. Rain, wind, and playing Tetris with the room in the back of the car gave us the push to continue on our first day.

The first poke of the trip was purchased at Foodland in Dillingham! We sampled at the hot foods bar and I left with a pound of fried chicken skin, Crystal Louisiana’s hot sauce, and truthfully, not enough snacks for what was to come. Hindsight is everything and this trip made its mark as my most memorable Hawaii trip for so many reasons. Please keep reading to learn why, or experience it again if you were on the trip with us!

As we made our way up to the villa, we had two failed attempts in trying to find a couple of shave ice spots, so we settled for a quick trip to 7/11. With canned coffee for AV and DH, a Poppi for me (and a Diet Coke I never got to enjoy), we hydrated ourselves in some capacity and finally arrived to the villa, a few minutes drive from the 7/11 convenience store. Who knew that would be our first and last time being able to purchase drinks and treats from that 7/11? Not me!

As we entered the villa, we take in the noise of someone mowing the lawn, and unload our car. Memorable moment: DH’s suitcase was missing a wheel and a handle soon after broke off. We walked through the tall wooden entry doors and first thing I noticed was the wide and wooden staircase. There was a lot of wood in this villa. Going up and down the stairs would become a task we all partook in as the kitchen and living room is up the stairs, and for AV, JS, DS, and AC, they would find themselves going up and down this spiral staircase into their sleeping area, which is the loft by the kitchen. Lots of stairs for that group of four and lots of staring for our entire group as the next day inevitably arrived.

I personally was trying my best to not drink a drop of alcohol until the day of the wedding, which was on Monday, but due to the fact that AC barely made his flight, DS cried, and the bride was drinking, I started drinking the lychee vodka I purchased at Costco. “Anything for the bride!” I shouted before I drank my first shot of the trip. JS had us at high volume when he did his magic trick with a deck of cards. It was no ordinary, “Was this your card?” trick. It was beyond that. JS eventually turned in for the night and slept for hours on the couch as we stayed up. The night turned into a villa full of volunteers wanting to karaoke. We attempted to learn High School Musical’s “We’re All In This Together” dance and I am chronically unable to learn choreography, so it was a sad attempt on my part, but AV did well! DS gave us a sweet performance of Snakehips featuring Tinashe “All My Friends”, a song that always brings comfort and friends together, a theme we would find as the days went on.

Sunday, August 16

I can’t remember when I fell asleep but I can still remember waking up on Sunday and DH telling me there’s no power. I descended from the top bunk and made my way up the wooden stairs to the kitchen. The bride’s dad said he wished he cooked earlier when there was power but alas, none of us were psychic and could have predicted exactly when the power would go out. Fortunately, the stove in the kitchen was gas-powered so breakfast was prepared and enjoyed. It was my first time ever having Portuguese sausage! I have not been living life, truly, but that sausage brought some sweetness into our morning. Sausage, SPAM, a couple fried eggs, and freshly cooked rice, I could not have asked for a better first breakfast in the villa. Shoutout to the bride’s family for cooking and keeping the optimism high. Negativity? We never met her!

After breakfast, we gathered around the long wooden table where we ate and really looked at each other. I mean, we couldn’t look at our phones, the WiFi was not working! A few people had phone signal and I was not one of those few. My phone was on SOS-mode. Cue the Jonas Brothers song.

Wondering where DH and CT were, I walked into the room I was sharing with them and AA. CT said we’re leaving the villa and so we did. We walked out of the home and into the storm, literally. It was pouring rain and the wind made me question if my hat was going to stay on or not. First, we made an erroneous turn and went right on the main street when we should have turned left. We turned back and got in additional steps as we got on the proper trek to see what was open. Our clothes were soaked and our hair drenched in rain water. As we made our way to see if the 7/11 convenience store, that we visited yesterday, was open, the rain felt like tiny, sprinkled-sized arrows on our backs. There were broken power lines swinging in the air, an ambulance passed us, and brown water in the ocean. It felt thrilling to be outside in the storm with CT. We had a mission: find food, ice, and coffee for the villa. As we saw the 7/11 store come into our view, I saw a brown cardboard sign and my gut knew it was not open. There was someone inside mopping but there was no one walking in. We walked past 7/11 and saw that the Tamura’s parking lot was empty, so that store was also not a viable choice to explore and scour for items.

However, across the street from Tamura’s, we saw people and cars! Lo and behold, there was a business open. It was a small convenience store operating on a cash-only basis with no electricity. There was an older fella cashiering and an auntie cooking up some hot foods. I somehow convinced the owner to let me purchase the entire unopened box of red Shin ramyun that he had originally intended to sell them individually. We walked out with Shin ramyun, Top Ramen, Celcius energy drinks, canned coffee, and two small bags of ice. To my surprise, the ice bags were melting as we were walking back to the villa! A sweet, little boy offered to help us but it was a bit of a distance to walk, so we gestured him away. A truck that I saw pass us earlier had turned around and the uncle opened his door and said, “Get in!” He asked where we were walking to and I replied, “By the elementary school.” He responded with saying that’s far for a walk and we got back to where we needed to be in a zip.

The return to the villa meant both of us were walking around in wet clothes. With my phone not being of much use, I decided to change into a one piece swimsuit. One of my goals for Hawaii was to snorkel. I grabbed my snorkel mask from my backpack and used it in the villa’s pool. I didn’t need to see fish, I just needed to see underwater! The bride’s family was hanging out there and so I did a few, relaxing, and short laps back and forth in the pool. CT and I did one quick race and I followed my intrusive thought and grabbed her leg on the swim back to the 3 feet area. She did not drown and I did not win the race. It started raining, so we stayed in the pool and felt the rain on our skin. I wish I got underwater footage so I could capture what a fish sees in the ocean when it rains.

The day continued on with the power not on. The bride’s family braved the roads and storm and came back with butter garlic shrimp, beef, and chicken for lunch. I can’t remember how many shrimps I devoured but man, that shrimp was goOod!

I showered three times, in total, on this day without hot water and with light coming only from the flashlight of my phone. While there was still sun, I put on some makeup to make me feel more like ‘me’ and the Welcome BBQ started. By this time, we had a generator and one fridge was working and the kitchen lights were on. People who were not staying in the villa came through and the energy livened up. Hugs were exchanged, shots were poured, and the kitchen lights would flicker, go out, and turn on again. It was hilarious the amount of times we would light candles, blow them out, and relight them. We knew the generator would run out eventually, we just didn’t know when. We had fun, nonetheless. ❤ We had a speaker with some downloaded music and we were up! Up dancing, singing, and collectively making an unerasable memory altogether.

Noteable songs:

  • “Cyclone” by Baby Bash
  • “Everytime We Touch” by Cascada
  • “Unwritten” by Natasha Bedingfield
  • “A Thousand Miles” by Vanessa Carlton

Monday, August 17

It’s wedding day! We woke up and the electricity was still not on. The bride’s family made breakfast again, this time with some Shin ramyun and SPAM. I had two bags of red Shin last night and I had the Shin again. Don’t even get me started on how BLOATED I was from the salt, alcohol, and lack of fiber. After breakfast, DS and AC left the villa in search for gas for the generator and a group of us left the villa to walk, and for me and CT, we jogged around, circling back to the group, and eventually we took in the scene of the ocean. We saw the 7/11 from yesterday and again, it was not open. CT and I ran around the neighborhood and met two horses and two donkeys. Since Sunday, we were placing bets on when the power would turn on and by noon, there was still no power.

Power on or not, the classic sign of event preparation took place: getting ready and putting on makeup. We had to get crafty with our hair since the generator was being used (and rightfully so) to power one of the fridges. DS and AC came back to the villa WITH GAS! Success! And as it was the day of the wedding, photographers were present and they requested that we start getting ready for photos… This stressed DS and we all formed a circle at the end of the wooden table, applying makeup and brainstorming ideas of what to do with our hair. I ended up doing random strands of braids in my hair. At an earlier point of my trip, I realized I did not pack a formal attire band for my Apple Watch. By the morning of the wedding, my watch was dead, so alas, I did not need the fancy band (or the watch) to complete my outfit. Less is more in Hawaii.

People started trickling into the villa and we eventually all sat down on the white chairs for the ceremony. On my right arm, I noticed a little amber splat. A bird had released its bodily trash onto my forearm, lovely. Anyway, it lightly showered for a brief moment and it was gone within a few laughs. The officiant, S, told us to all stand up and there she was, the divine view: the bride. Alex walked towards us with her mother on her left, her father on her right, and a big smile I can still remember. Tears formed in my eyes as Alex and Kahai made eternal promises to each other, their love for each other is evident, and I felt so much happiness for my longtime friend as she became a wife and Kahai, her husband. Memories rushed to my mind and I recalled meeting Alex when I was 17 and she 18, not knowing where life would take us and when true love would find her. And indeed, true and unwavering love found her. A single sapphire slid down my right eye as they walked down the aisle for the first time ever as a married couple. They paused for a moment, right by my seat, and then Kahai dipped Alex for the classic wedding kiss.

Rain or shine, power or not, Alex and Kahai officialized their union and their forever began. We walked away from the ceremony, collected our surf board memento, which had our name and table name, and trekked our way to the huge white tent. I changed out of the pink dress and switched into a strapless sage dress. I sat down for a moment and then got back up to get in line for the food! When in Hawaii, eat Hawaiian food. The first bites were poke and this delectable cucumber salad. I got the salad at least twice. Before we got to the main course, the bride and groom switched their outfits and the bride’s dress was a number! It was white with long fringe as a skirt and the cutest outfit I saw all trip. The main course was sweet bread, kalua pork, chicken, macaroni salad, and more that I cannot recall. The mac salad was genuinely, truly the BEST I’ve ever had, so I got at least two servings of that as well. Dessert was shave ice from a vendor A&K had not tried yet but it was the first shave ice of the trip for many! An uncle was pouring tequila into some shave ice bowls and hey, we’re at a wedding, there will be alcohol in places you expect and there will be alcohol in unexpected places!

Outfit change!

Before the dancing began, we heard speeches from the married couple’s parents, the bride’s cousin, and the married couple themselves. We got to witness a touching moment of Kahai dancing with his mom and the height difference made it that more endearing. The bride had a sweet moment with her father as they danced and soon, they broke into a number that got us all ‘ooohing’. By this time in the evening, there was still no power, but the tent’s lights were on due to the generator and we were running on good energy. We danced, sang, jumped, and sought refuge in front of the huge fans to cool down. I can’t forget to mention the bride in the DJ booth as we all sang “Everytime We Touch” by Cascada. As the night progressed, I took a break to take a brief nap, and I woke up to DH telling me there is power! A hot shower, air conditioning, and the sound of laundry running, man, was this a great way to end a great night.

❤ Congratulations again to Alex and Kahai! ❤ I am so excited to see where married life takes you! ❤

Human

My birthday never fails to remind me of how human I am and how invincible I am not. I prefer feeling untouchable, unbothered, and unaffected. Most days are that: a blur of events not worth remembering or sharing as a story. The days I find myself bothered are when I must manually maneuver my mind to stop the daydreams. Daydreams of what once was, a fantasy of what could be, and the illusion that I am “there”, too.

“There” could be anywhere: on the couch of which I no longer remember the texture, in the booth of a romantic restaurant facing someone in a wishful way, or vacationing with friends where sunscreen is the highest priority.

Some daydreams are innocent and I let myself get lost in those images of sunshine and happiness. Some daydreams make me incensed because I know the falsehood of fantasy and I curse the cruel reality of what is actually happening! These are the daydreams I know not to linger and entertain as it only further makes me delusional and devoid of the fact that I am not living that life.

But other times, I drink the juice of the fool, and I stay in that sphere of wishful thinking, unjaded untruths, and temporarily, my heart warms and sings the sweet old tune of naivety. A glass of daydreams keeps the blues away, I say. Swiftly, my vision blurs and the dance of deciphering the desires of my heart and mind begin. I stumble between the flashes of the long gone romance.

Why and how does the mind conjure a vision so vivid and visceral yet I find myself hugging no one? I force myself to be in that lavender haze. It is a lie I furnish for myself, ever so fleetingly, to escape the empty reality. Is this a dishonor I do to myself?

Reliving the fairytale beginning,
Relishing in the hope I stowed away, and
reveling in a face I hope to forgo then forget.

Once again, nostalgia lied to me. Maybe my mind notices this so it takes me for a spin.

Silly enough, on one strange afternoon, I took a sip of insanity and asked myself if you ever loved me at all. I questioned your intentions and wondered what was real. Too many sessions in solitude to count, I privately had doubts about you and our relationship. Those thoughts aren’t so private now.  I wondered if loving another was ever meant to be this confusing, cruel, or exhausting.

Was I a fool to love you?

…

It is embarrassing to mull over such a notion.

What a putrid and sobering imagination. I reject and eject whatever nonsense I had in my mind and vow to myself to not get drunk off memories ever again, a vow I often break.

Geez. I need to find a hobby.

To close off this piece, I’ll share this last bit.

One particular and unusual night, I stayed up to nearly 3 a.m., already in bed and my mind would not rest. It was strange as I find sleep easily mostly every night. Maybe it was because I was working on this post. Maybe it was because I thought about the paradox of feeling lonely even when I was in a relationship. That is one part of the daydream that I never include. So then, I did something when I feel worried or overwhelmed. I prayed to my grandmother.

When I woke the next morning, nearly afternoon, the emotional hangover I predicted for myself was not present. I was not drunk the night before. I was sober and I was bothered. In hindsight, I’d rather be bothered than bottle my emotions.

Here, I let my thoughts scatter and feelings fun free. Here, I allow myself to be vulnerable. Here, I am human.

Thanks for reading! As I reflect on my daydreams and visions, I think of the past and the present. Presently, the freedom I have is so strikingly different from what I once lacked in a past life. When I share a post, it can take weeks for me to conjure up all my thoughts and fully flesh them out. I started this piece after my birthday and it is now December. Numerous draft savings and rewrites are part of the process and what I find is that by the time I publish a post, whatever state I was originally in, is one I am able to accept and let go. While my posts often are somber and not the most delightful, I can promise you I am not always depressed, friends! lol.

Humans are visual creatures. We can close our eyes and imagine a place elsewhere than where we currently lay. A new latitude and longitude on this ever spinning globe that we can pin on the map, mark it for memories, and check it off the list. But these days, I do not have to daydream of my travels, I simply pack and go.

As I reflect upon this post, I have my mind on the truth; I have something I didn’t before: freedom. And that is no daydream, babe. Tell me, what’s the price of freedom?

Too Good At Goodbyes

I remember driving home one night, I opted for the radio and not my aux cord, and this song came on. The serene beginning was refreshing from the fast-paced tunes currently trending. It caught my attention and ears without a question. The soft and subtle piano keys playing in the background of the song reminded me of a Spoken Word night and when I listened to the lyrics, I was hit with how much the lines resonated with me. Sam Smith must have read my mind and now I demand some song writing credit. Kidding, of course, but I’m comforted by the notion that we aren’t all perfect and sometimes lose what is good for us, and sometimes we lose what was once right in front of us.

Sam Smith is an English singer and songwriter. Born in May of 1992, this 25-year-old is known for songs such as, “Stay With Me”, “Latch”, and “Omen”. As of right now, he has 4 Grammy’s, one Golden Globe award, and many more. In 2014, he publicly came out as gay and in October, he revealed that he is gender fluid. A talented vocalist to say the least and his lyrics in this particular song will be the topic of this post. So, thank you Sam, for your voice and writing.

Now, let’s break down the lyrics and I will reveal to you as to why this song spoke to me so well.

I’m never gonna let you close to me / Even though you mean the most to me

I have an insecurity of letting people in and allowing them to see how less “perfect” of a person I am. I like people to know that I’m funny or a light-hearted person but I fear that the moment they catch a glimpse of how serious I am and how seriously hurt I was – I fear my true self will be what ruins my bonds with others. When I say I have baggage, I mean that I have an endless amount of demons I carry inside. I am enduring a never-ending battle and I cannot allow you to see how much darkness there is within me. You seeing me for who I truly am… is a risk I am not willing to take. I’m sorry that even when we are face to face… there will always be a locked gate between us.

‘Cause every time I open up, it hurts

I am no stranger to a painful past. Emotional scars are scattered all over my mind and body and I can tell a story for each and every inch of me. Talking about my past is never easy because I have to revisit all the moments I was broken, unearthing what I’m trying to bury, and then relive the past during the present. There is never a day that goes by where I wish I wasn’t someone else. I hate my past more than anything else and frankly, no one hates me more than I hate myself. It hurts because I haven’t healed. It hurts because I am still working on making sense of everything and how I can move on. It hurts because I don’t know how and I don’t have all the answers.

But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry

Pain is something I’ve accepted to be the norm. I have been hurt so many times that I’ve learned to protect myself – perhaps too well – so whenever something terrible happens, I am not shocked. Luckily, I take each disaster as a lesson: to be smarter and stronger. I almost become jaded, learning to wear other people’s disappointment like jewelry I’ve owned for ages, but at what cost? I noticed myself trying to predict future failures, envisioning the evil of people that has not yet appeared, and attempting to protect myself from mishaps that may never happen.

I know you’re thinking I’m heartless / I know you’re thinking I’m cold / I’m just protecting my innocence / I’m just protecting my soul

Stuck up. A bitch. Rude. Angry. These are just a few words that I’ve heard others describe me, more to my face than I’d like to hear, but we cannot choose what others say about us. But, I can choose what I can say about myself. And, right now, I will let you know that I care, maybe too much, about what others say about me. The fact of the matter is that I do care about the truth versus what is not. Am I stuck up? Am I a bitch? Am I always angry? Yes, perhaps not all the time, but I would be lying if I said I wasn’t rude and unfriendly at times when I meet strangers or see former friends. Despite being 23, I very much feel that I am 10 and still retain that inner child who I am trying to protect at this older age. Call me repetitive and redundant, but what happened when I was younger makes me reluctant to pursue any personal relationships in fear of history repeating itself. Not everyone is evil, but I’ve met and experienced enough evil to always keep my guard up.

Baby, we don’t stand a chance, it’s sad but it’s true, I’m way too good at goodbyes

I’m a firm believer and spokesperson for not giving people second chances. Actually, no, I am an ambassador of self-destructive habits. In 2017 and years before, I’ve made countless goodbyes, some deserved and some I regret, but I’m not comfortable with being so ‘good at goodbyes’. I pushed people away before we prospered in friendship and love. I carried scissors secretly to cut ties with people I had not yet properly embraced. And if I wasn’t destructive enough, I lived to see the embers of bridges I had burned but couldn’t muster the strength to stride through the ashen layers of memories I scorched. How much longer will I let go of people before I am alone with only myself? This cannot be my anthem forever or for much longer, so I am seeking a new melody now. In 2018, I am saying, “Hello.”

 

Let’s Listen: Never Be Like You

Flume is an electronic music artist who recently played at Coachella. One of his well-known remixes is his remix of Lorde’s tune, Tennis Court. I actually caught part of his set during Coachella and he is indeed the definition of serenity. When I first caught ear of this song, I paid attention to the lyrics and felt aligned with the words I heard. Despite the fact that I didn’t stay long enough to hear him drop this song, I listen to this daily on my way to school or work.

During my commute to either my internship or class, the more I let the lyrics go through my ears and brain, the more I feel like this song defines me to the T. Here, I’ll break down the lyrics as to how certain lines reflect me.

/ What I would do to take away this fear of being loved /
I have a great fear of good things happening to me. It’s not due to the fact that good things never occur in my life, it’s just that I’ve had a history of those ‘good things’ become twisted and not so good, after all. What this line also means to me is that I wish I didn’t have these insanely high walls and that I could just trust people. No matter how close I am to someone, in the back of my head, I know that I could never trust them fully. With that said, I wish I could banish these fears and be fearless.

/ Allegiance to the pain /
I’m no masochist but I’ve been through enough trials and tribulations that I feel as if pain is a regular bump in the road that I often encounter. I expect to be hurt by people, never saved by them and I’m always disappointed by the people I let in my life. I know that life is never a smooth path, but sometimes I just feel like I’ve been struck specifically with bad luck and bad people. This emotional boot camp I often find myself in has taught me that pain is the incognito instructor of hidden lessons. Disappointment hurts because I honestly did have hope for these people. Failed friendships remind me that not everything lasts forever, even if it felt like it could. Broken trust makes the fear of being hurt that much greater. But the beauty within the cracked mirror is that I can still see my reflection, so I can still see myself with the opportunity to seal the cracks and mend the wounds of the past. Anything crumbled can be recreated and rebuilt to be resilient.

/ I would give anything to change this fickle-minded heart /
I’m indecisive so I never know how I feel about someone or something until it’s too late. My wishy-washiness not only clouds the perception of feelings I have but it delays what could happen in my life. Not knowing my true passions in life makes it tough to know where I should go and what direction to follow. Not knowing my sincere feelings for people makes my personal life essentially scarce or nonexistent. It seems as if all I know is that I don’t know anything about how I feel. It’s virtually impossible to find answers if I don’t even know what my questions are in the first place.

/ I’m only human, can’t you see /
I never strive for perfection, only progression. If I can be better than who I was yesterday, then I’m just one step closer to being the better woman I hope to become one day. It’s challenging because when problems occur, I feel like I’ve been taken 5 steps back on this path where it’s so strenuous to take even just one step forward. Backtracking is frustrating, but it happens, and it just means I have to work twice as hard to get back to where I once was. Going from level 15 back to level 5 feels like all my accomplishments disappeared and my confidence diminishes. As I look up to my role models, I wonder, “Will I ever be like them?”

 

 

Let’s Listen: Novacane

If anyone knows me, then they know that I love Frank Ocean. If anyone lives with me, then they know that this is my ringtone as of right now. Alongside “Pyramids”, Novacane is undeniably one of my favorite ballads from Frank.

One of the reasons why I simply adore Frank Ocean so much is because his songs are more than just catchy and easy-to-listen-to songs, they’re songs that dive deeper into the capabilities of music. They tell stories. They make you think. In this piece, Frank explained, in a BBC Sound of Music interview, that he was trying to articulate the feeling of someone trying to love you but you can’t feel it.

“Wanting to feel something that you can’t feel.” – Frank Ocean

We could work somewhere where we don’t really want to work – and end up hating it. Forcing yourself to love something or someone is wrong. We could try to pursue passions that people say we should, but only we know what are our true passions. Friends can assume we like something but they aren’t the ones who know if we feel the way they think we feel. Even if everything seems perfect, if it doesn’t feel right, then it’s not meant to be. There will come a time where it seems like the perfect person or opportunity comes along but something seems off – and then there’s this pressure to pursue it – but forcing love is never true love. Reciprocation is best when there’s two paths that meet together. No reciprocation on both ends means it’s a dead end from the start.

Let’s Listen: Real Friends

Kanye West is rapper that I have been listening to since high school. If someone asked me to make a list of rappers whose music that I enjoy, Mr. West definitely makes the list.

Although he’s not playing at Coachella this year, I would love to see him live in concert. I saw this song on SoundCloud and instantly liked it. It speaks to everyone, how many real friends do we really have? What’s the definition of a real friend? Am I a good, real friend? Do I have real friends? Yes, I do, but it took a few bad ones who realize who the good ones are and who are the people you want to keep in your life.

However, I’m not saying that I’ve always been a good friend, I had to lose some friends to realize that if I want good friends, I must be a good friend myself.

If anyone knows me, I love lyrics and I love lyrics that are substantial and meaningful. While I do enjoy catchy songs, I love deep songs that have various interpretations because who knows what the artists really meant, but what matters is what the lyrics mean to us. We can only guess at who the artist is writing about but when I listen to this song, it makes me think of my own friends, my real friends.

As I get older, I’ve realized that value of genuine and satisfying friendships means a lot more. Friendship is essentially a valuable treasure to me and because of this, I’m taking friendship much more seriously. X marks the spot and there are no shortcuts to produce fruitful friendships. It takes time, trust, and sometimes, tears.

Let’s Listen: New Americana

When the Coachella 2016 lineup came out, I was stoked to see which artists I currently adore were playing and of course, check out some new artists as well. Last year, Coachella 2015, was my first ever Coachella! And, I loved it, terribly loved it so much. This year, for 2016, I vowed that I wouldn’t see as much EDM artists as I did last year. I think I stayed in the Sahara tent too long. My roommate, Vivian, talked about Halsey and how she wanted to see her. Trusting her music taste, I listened to Halsey on YouTube and now, Halsey is someone I cannot miss at Coachella. As someone who loves catchy, up-beat, super fast paced music, Halsey is not someone I would generally listen to but hey, we’ve all got to broaden our horizons sooner or later.

But without a moment to waste, here’s her awesome tune! This is “New Americana”, which is one of her more catchier tunes on her album, in my opinion, but her album has a pleasant mixture of upbeat and slow sonic sounds.

Besides this song, I can’t wait to hear her play “Ghost” and “Colors”!